I've had a lot of losses in my life but so far, the most profound has been the loss of my almost 16year old granddaughter in 2013. She is popular for her content on her blog titled Champagne & Chanel. Thank you for being here with me, not alone, Dear Courtney, This was lovely and very meanIngful to me and so many others on this train called grief. I knew he was in heaven and that washed constant waves of warmth over the sometimes numbing feeling of loss. I thank God for my parents and brOther and my precious children and grands. She was my person, my best friend. Love you giRl . There's an alleged feud growing among a circle of social media influencers, and their followers are here for the tea! I know both of them are safe and sound and well see them again one day. Nickname creation has historically gotten out of control on this sub, so isnt allowed. Whether youre swimming through the stormy waters of grief, or trying to throw someone you love a lifeline, just know youre not alone. Please read Blogsnark's rules. My mom passed away last year from cancer. Hugs and continued prayers of comfort. This made mention of Lees right to privacy regarding personal information. This is amazing! I know he'd be proud of me and of them. OMG..everything you wrote was what I was feeling after the loss of my dad my husband and my mom. This tugged So hard on my heart strings. I pray that you and Alex continue to heal. My world tilted when I lost my mom to cancer. My husband, daughters and Special friends have bEen very supportive, which im grateful for. You learn to live inside the world of your new normal. That's so important to remember. What am amazing insight you have brought forward! . I will read this more than once and I pray you find your joy stays for longer periods of time each moment you feel it. Loss can be very lonely. So well written. My HUSBAND and i became each other support but sometimes you need the DISTRACTION of others. Much diFferent CircumstanCes but you nailed so muCh of what you said and i appreCiate you putting it all out there for us all to read. Like your dad, he had a presence about him. I too have chose to be strong and i appreciate hearing your personal journey and how you navigate those waVes. I just loSt my dad 11/30. THANK YOU FOR SHARING. Wow!!!! Sending you love and Prayers! I can relate with you so mucH i lost my dad / my supperman he was the strongest man i knew i was dads little girl. This my mom passed in 2013 of stage 4 cancer and this hits home. I lost my sister from cancer and my dad from alzheimers within a year and a half. 2021-06-09. I lost my mom last year. The wonder of the times lost, but the hope of rejoining our loved ones again someday. Or will they lose me? Although such comments and discussions online have resulted in more fuelling of the fire, none of them has officially confirmed anything about it yet. Do what you love with who you love. sending you so much love. Still am like u explain. anyway, just wanted to say very very well said! The reality is that there is truly nothing you can do to fill the void, or soothe the pain they feel. Her strength and perseverance has been nothing short of astounding. Thank you for being raw in sharing your tRuth on grief. Two weeks after his death I went to see my Mom and when I drOve up the driveway the garbage men were getting The garbage. I feel so very grateful to have had my mom and Dad for the years i did and the shining example they are/were for me. Take care! By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. As you said, losing someone changes you, but evEntually it can be a Good change. Do we know what happened? See i never knew my father so my granddad was like a father to me. She earned a bachelor's degree from Texas A&M in 2016 in terms of education. We talk about grandma often with all 3 of my girls so they will know how wonderful she was. Relatable? My brother and i are Closer than close. Oh, and dont worry about saying the right thing, there isnt a right thing to say, just be there. Thank you for the analogy. All that you explained and experience was the same for me too. My daUghter was just four months old. Some ACQUAINTANCES and Some family. Live and cherish the ones you love. It wasnt long before we had to say goodbye. He had PULMONARY fibrosus. To read something that is so close to my heart and how I feel! We will update this data if we get the localization and images of his house. Sounds like our Dads were cut from the same cLoth so to speak. I lost my dad 3 years ago and I feel all the same feelings. Many blessings. Here's your daily place to snark on the antics of your favorite influencers and bloggers. Sadly, it fractured our family rather than drawing everyone closer. So increDibly beautiful. This is so ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFULLY written COURTNEY!! The latters fans would remember that back in March, an episode of Afshins podcast,My Darling Diary, spoke about an unidentified friends betrayal. I Now Have a 2 year old daughter and am ready to better myself feel good in some way make some Money so i can help my husband,repay him in some Way! Court, Thank yOu fOr sharing!! Love this so much!!! i lost my brother 5 years ago, my dad last year and my boyfriend's dad is currently dying of cancer. THank you. I knew whatever it was, wasnt good, but I could tell they didnt want to upset me too much since I was roughly 6 months pregnant. Cancer? I know he would be proud and The words of the eulogy RESONATE and provide comfort oN the days that are tough. This made mE cRy. xoxo. I lost my son, Cameron to Leukemia in 2017. I just lost my dad this past Oct. I miss my mom, but I have a life to live. She is well-known for her impeccable sense of style. She had ESOPHAGEAL cancer and she didnt even live three months from the Day we were told. Lost my daddy a couple months ago. I hope i find mine someday. IRonically ihave been following you For a while i randomly ran across you! I know it was not easy for you to write this post, but you are one amazing, strong and beautiful human. My aunt decidEd we would No longer get together and we wEre not good enough for her. He was my pErson! You finally reach the shore that once seemed so far in the distance. HEPATITIS A,B AND C]] I lost my parents (married 50yrs) 9 days apart. Losing a loved one is so hard! My own father passed away last wEek and i rEmembered your blog On grief. Your story inspires me to find the boat and drive . xoxo. So raw and Honest and true! To the several thousand people who like and/or comment YESSSS //OMG LOVE THIS ITs MY LIFE on these vapid ass influencers reels: Why are you the way you are???? I lost my mom ( my best Friend) on november 11th 2018. It took me a while to get through reading this. She was so much fun i am grateful i Had her for my mom I loved her so much. Kim drops major hints in Instagram story, UK: Palace aides want Harry and Meghan to give up royal titles after controversial podcast, What did Kwame Brown say? I too lost my dad (Sep 2017) when my son was 6 mOnths old. -Aurora, You have NO idea how badly I needed the ocean metaphor right now. This is your life. There isnt much information in the public domain about his parents or likely siblings. Love your heart Courtney. It is stull Raw & fresh. I heaR you . Ishaan, her ex-fiance, is the co-founder and CEO of Wave TV, a sports-oriented media firm. I lost my mom almost 2 years ago and it has been a hard 2 years. Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing a piece of your heart. They lived apart for decades.they passed within 3 months of each other. The news comes after the couple announced that they got engaged a few months ago. You Are helping Others with your Story. you are right, grief changes you as a person in ever way imaginable for the good. I lost my dad this Morning unexpectedly thank you for your words i really needed this For me and my family. Thanks for being transparent and sharing your story. All I can say is wow! She has broad shoulders and is skinny, but has muscular legs and thighs. I felt like yOu Were sPeaking directly to me. Im coming up on the tWo year mark of losing my dad to a horrible cancer. One of the men came over and began telling me how much my Dads kindness meant to him and his family. I am blessed because my daughter and i were with my Mom before she went on a respirator and i was the one that she held my hand and kept squeezing. i always said if you cant talk, squeeze my hand to tell me You lOve me and she remeMbered and did just that. i will never forget or loose that last squeeze. Love you! So reading this hit me hard. So sorry fOr the Loss of alex brother prayers you get throgh it togeter. Nearly half of all active satellites in Earth's orbit belong to SpaceX, is that a problem? It's been over 30 years. This is so powerful and thank you for sharing such a personal story. Prayers for Alex and everyone who is grieving. You're a Rockstar babe! Oraying for yiur famiky!!! I can relate to so much of what you wrpte. Thank you for this. Your words touched my heart. This is so BEAUTIFULLY written and touching. I just wanted To thAnk you sharing this. I was but that means i loved her deeper. Losing people sucks. So, would you want to learn more about her? It really struck home for me. Ive experienced a lot of loss mySelf And can very much relaTe to the fog and loneliness. I Am going to share your post with her. Its just not the way things were suppose to be. We talk about him like he is still here and she knows him through us:) Life isnt Fair and the only thing you caN do to honor those that have died is to love COMPLETELY. VerY, very close family, much like yours. Is anyone watching any good shows lately? Thank you so much for sharing ypur heart, your syory and such a personal part of your life!. Your words are inspiring. Hes been gone since 2001. In her own podcast, My Darling Diary, Afshin was heard opening up about a betrayal in friendship in a March episode. Im the oldest of 12, and he was the first born boy. This grief blog was heart wrenching. IT still feels like yesterday. Thanks for sharing your story and your heart. Tears fell down my face as i read this and at the last moment propelled me to do just what you said. I tell myslef my dad livEd a long healthy life to 78 but my skster was only 48 and way too young. She was a have blogger on HER Boutique. One moment we were laughing and the next moment he was gone. Shehastwo singles credited to her name. I know that this pain for them will one day be the reason they can be a lifeline, as you put it, for someone else. She never came Home, never saw the sun. And to say it Didnt wreck me is an undErstatEment. Thank you for sharing this personal post. Its hard to relate to others who HAVEN'T been what YOU'VE been through. Thank you! Ms.Courtney Ward, Principal . JAnuary 25 is the second year anniversary of my aunts passing. So Thank you for sharing youR story. Its the reminder i need to Be my mothers Daughter, to make her proud, to live her legacy of love, strength, and faith, To see the qualities she so generously bestowed upon everyone she met both in myself and My kids. I have 2 boys who keep me busy but-i get inside my head a lot. Her mother's name is Lynsey, but her father's identity remains unknown . Close like your relationship and although this post brought me to tears, it also gave me hope i Can come out of this fog im in and Life will continue. October 11, 2022 October 5, 2022 by John Groove. Courtney Shields Tiktok Who is Courtney Shields engaged to? And it certainly felt lonely and that no one could possIbly understand. I think I never really realized what goodbye would really actually feel like?!? It was so POWERFUL andI IMAGINE very THERAPEUTIC for youand so many others. Beautifully and lovingly written! THen 3 years ago, i lost a Very good friend, who was hit by a car on his bicycle. I feel As though I get what i need without even knowing i need it and boy did i need this today! Both of who i miss so much it Physically hurts my hEart. Before we get into all that, lets rewind. We got married at 32 and had my daughter 3 years later. Reading your bLog post gives me hope & strength, KnowIng that this grief will eventually get better with time. Turn off your ad blocker to view content. Thank you aGain. Nevertheless, she has a flawless record and has never been involved in any issue. Through Every good day and bad, I look at that quote in my arm and knOw he Is with me. You are such an inspiration to so many and such a beautiful person inside and out. lewisham mobile testing unit emily herren courtney shields. You nailed it. Keep doing big things giRl and keep lovIng your family hard! I need something to binge later tonight! The kind messages, comments, and prayers from you all helped me more than you know. This cannot be realhow could this happen to the most kind, generous, loving man, my hero!.. Thank you so much for this . , I absolutely love this! Tania Ive never lost someone so close to me not yet. I lost my dad a month Ago and its so nice to just feel understood. im so happy i pushed thru that pain bc They like you said have been my medicine for my broken heart. ITs the only way to move Forward. I still struggle daily with his lose. AnywaYs, i wanted to thank you for writing this for kot jist those who are grieving but for those who may know someone who are. So beautifully written. Your autenticity shines here and i know there were many that needed to read this! She was healthy (as healthy as a 79 year old can be) but didnt really have health issues. Thank you again, This is absolutely amazing. God may take a loved one, but he also gives us new life!. They disclosed that an unnamed source found them, that it may have had something to do with another social media influencer and podcaster named Jessi Afshin. Beautiful post that literAlly brought tears to my eyes. And I will get closer to the shore in time. Im still Trying to Navigate my new normal. Or you can use it as an opportunity to go deep, and transform yourself to match the circumstances. Instead I mean it in the truest sense of the word. youre so strong and caring and this will for sure help others , ThanKs for sharing! While all parties in this feud have received their own share of support from their social media followers, none have confirmed what the feud is, if there is one. , Thanks Court! -YEAST INFECTION]] The latter "Brooklyn" refers to her father's birthplace and upbringing. And EVeryone grieves DIFFERENTLY. In the episode, titled Dear Mean Girl(s), Afshin talks about someone she considers a friend having a party where she didnt invite Afshin. Thank you for sharing your real, raw emotion and for unknowingly helping so so many. I spent the next week in a fog. I cant say I would have been able to otherwise. Thank you <3. Had a recent health scare and want to be that parent/grandparent that they loOk back On with the same feelings we have for our parents. Ive been following you since before kins was born. Your story just hit me like a Dumptruck. This is beautiful! thank you for OPENING up to us. BEAUTIFULLY said Courtney! Courtney announces breakup with her fiance. Thats the thing. Emily Herren has over 1.1 million followers and is democratic on Instagram. What a gift you are giving. This post and your song have really helped during some tough times. 3 days before christmas my brother in law UNEXPECTEDLY passed away. I think your analogy about swimming through the ocEan is spot on . This post is amazing! Absolutely love this! Thank God for that. It was a grey cold day! I cannot bring myself to read the rest but will do so soon. There have been thousands. I cant say that I didnt cry but what you said is so true and real!! It's so true - just be there. Love doesn't come from anyone giving it to you. I realized that love from others doesn't make you the person you become. It helps. -PILE]] Her mother's name is Lynsey, but her father's identity remains unknown. I will carry my memories with me and my sweet traditions my parents shared with us and live fully knowing i will see them again one day. I lost my person, my mom to cancer in December of 2018 after 9 months of watching her fight to live. Buy i know we can Still live Our life with laughter and memories along with sOme tears along the way. I miss him terribly. lit ugly crying right now. Enjoyed your post. theres truly something about youi just felt warmness. -TETANUS]] Thank you for sharing! Often on sociable media, they post their beautiful photos. He is alSo his best friend close person! Thank you so so much for sharing. You are so stronG & an amazing daughter, wife, mom,& fRIenD!! tHANK YOU FOR BEING COMPLETELY YOU. It was 11 years sgo and i still have mome that hit me out if the blue. Wow! Thank you!!! Thank you for sharing you heaRt, i love your perspective and I am so sorry for the loss of your dad and ALexs brother, My husband rubbed my neck as i cried reading this. We commit to cover sensible issues responsibly through the principles of neutrality. My mom was incredibly strong and helped me to stay strong as well. Im so very Sorry for your loss. Shieldsisalso a co-founder of the color cosmetic brand, DIBS Beautywhichstands for Desert Island Beauty Status. So amazing!! I just have to say thank you so, so much for sharing this. You choose. Grief is hard and I love how you touch in some things people just don't get. It has changeD my life forever. She does, however, prefer having blonde hair. Thank you for putting your heart out and showing your EmOtions. Very meaningful post. My middle girl Rachel is having hard time so i am going to share your stoey and feElings with her. She is nowadays gallant to contribution her interests with her 207 K followers in manner and beauty. I miss him everyday but I like talking about him and seeing photos or videos and sweet reminders of how lucky I was to have him for the years that I did. Grief is so unpredictable and can be triggered by just seeing something that reminds us of our loved ones. Courtney Shields 01.13.20. Its hard to lose somebody who has had such an impact on your life, somebody who made you into The person you are today. Much love to you and your family. What really hurts is i have 3 more left, a mom, dad, and stepmom so i better learn ti stand on my own soon as i will be left with no one when they are Gone , exce for my husband. It's a shitty club to be in but nice to know there are others out there who know how you feel. Replying to @Miranda took awhile but the MUCH requested tattoo tour :) #daintytattoos #femininetattoo. My dad and husband within a week of each other. God bless you and your family ! I did have the chanCe to sell everything and live with my parents for the Sole purpose of taking care of my mother whole she was dying. I love your sweet spirit and follow you faithfully everyday. The hosts of the podcast series,Swiping Upfurther fueled the speculations by discussing the matter in its March 2021 episode. She by_and_large started her web_log initially to parcel with her class and never thought that she would be an Instagram influencer and Blogger of such a successful fashion. You should be a writer. Feuds between famous personalities and speculations around them are often seen online, which have increased even more over time with social media influencers rising to larger popularity. "Hoping my future mother of the bride duties are far less dramatic than this," Shields wrote on Instagram Tuesday. I think about him everyday and miss him dearly. I lost my mom 5 years ago and my dad a year ago. This is INCREDIBLY moving. I know that might sound strange but i just wanted to let you know you sharing this has helped me. Hosts of a podcast called Swiping Up, discussed a possible feud between Emily Herren and Courtney Shields, in a March episode. 1,968 following. Continue Reading . Anyway, thank you for opening up as i too do not open up to anyone so i know how difficult that is for you. Thank you for post about grief. ALwAys, Thanks for sharing Courtney, youre inspiring. Thank you! Hi Courtney! Very hard to get through without tearing up. It took me a year to be able to come out and start to live. We talk about him a lot. Very well written! It still feels like yesterdaY that i saw hin take his last brEathWhat you wrote is honestly everything. About two years ago, i lost my 9yo niece UNEXPECTEDLY to a brain ANEURYSM.. You are one of my favs to Follow and its Hones because of this stuff right here. . Well said. However, her wages and early vane profits are unknown. Thank you! But as time is passing im finding mYself so lost. I didnt even know i needed it. source. Thank you. I lost my Dad 2 years ago on November 1st. Sitting here with my coffee with tears in my eyes! For me talking about them keeps their memory alive. Emily has collaborated on brands such as Forever 21, Banana, and Bloomingdales. I lost my dad a little over a year ago. In the episode, she discussed how she did not get an invitation to a party hosted by a friend who resided in the same apartment complex as hers. I lost my father this past may to cancer, the same week i found out my mother has triple negative breast cancer (an aggrEssive, HiGh risk of relapse type). We have very similar stories. It helps, but it has been a journey for sure. I cant with her. Her anniversaRy was January 12. I have never been given love like I give it but it has not hindered me from becoming who I want to be. Thank you so much for this sweet comment. I lost my son In January this year and it has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Oh Courtney, this is so Incredible. The watchers love her expressive_style of making up and clothing. Our oldest daughter 36 married with 2 little girls 5 and 3 was killed instantky in a car wreck oct 17th, my birthday. Thank you for this. between $1 Million $5 Million. Ishaan built the television empire in less than two years. ok, THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!! I do hope i come back but i do nOt think so my dad was so important to me! Im so up and down all the time. This is so damn powerful. Grief is so hard. She passed from a rare blood clotting disease. I really needed To read this. Basically im still stuck in the ocean. If onLy people would know wHat a difference that makes. Its Inter that you mentioned you wrote this post for others navigating grief, and for those that will soMeday. SUch an amazing post, that anyone can rElate to even if you HAVEN'T lost abyone. I loSt my dad suddenLy 4 years ago to a massive heart attack. She is democratic for her capacity on her web_log titled Champagne & Chanel. Besides, she owns her own Youtube channel and blog page where she posts content related to fashion, makeup, and many more. Id be lying if I said it hadnt, but you see, sometimes change has a negative connotation and I dont mean it that way. I had a fear of flying but wanted to CONQUER it and i did it! But every day i do my damndest to push FORWARD and live for her. Thank you fOr being so vulnerable. Both were different relationships but that lonely description is spot on for me with regard to my mom. Originally from Brooklyn, New York, Jeremy Antonio Claudio now (2021) lived in Nashville, Tennessee. There have been no reports of her being vomit or having any health-related issues. Love and prayers for you and your family. Thank you for sharing this. I miss her everyday all day long! In the March 18 episode of the podcastSwiping Up, the hosts, Spencer and Wendy, talk about these alleged frenemies. it's easy to get upset with those that judge and are ignorant to this but all i wish is that one day, they never have to go through something like this. -SHINGLES]] For 6 solid years, I lost someone very close each year. You nailed it. I have three kids and they are absolutely a huge part of what kept me going. I also was so close to her and still to this day, struggle with not talking to her everyday and feel as if she's missing so much of my kids and my army career. Thank you so much for sharing and for tellIng Your story!! For me, it was my daughter my baby girl. As you said everyone Grieves differently. I just miss him so much and Wish he was around, Sometimes you swim and struggle while your body burns and aches, and other times you just need to roll on your back and rest. I just lost my dad Yesterday morning and Was having a hard time sleeping so i decided to scroll through posts on instagram and came across your post and link regardIng grief. I loved your post and agree 100% with your lessons and i could go on and on but In a nut shell thanK you for sharing something so personal and close To yOur heart. Sign Up. YOU'RE rightgrief sucks. Well said, Courtney, well said!! I lost my dad when i was 16 and i grieved differently then everyone else. xoxo. I lost my daddy 8 months ago. GEtting through our own fog, you helped us Realize that its okay to have a shit ton of emOtions and get riD of the negativity surrounding us without feeling guilty. You can run from it, but then its going to catch up and knock you down. Thank you for reminding me to keep going, for me, my family and because my daddy would want me too, This is amazing! This Is the real gift and next life lesson to your story. I am ComfoRted to know this post is here should i ever need to refer back to it. Today is the one year anniversary of me hopping on a plane to go and Watch my dad pass awaY. YOU DEFINITELY Hit HOME WITH saying in TIME THINGS DO NOT GET EASIER BUT PIECES OF THE HEART ARE FILLED WITH MEMORIES THAT You SHARE WITH YOUR CHILD TO KEEP THEIR LOVE ALIVE SOME HOW AND SOME WAY, ALTHOUGH IT IS NOT PHYSICAL BUT MENTAL. It made me cry, but also made my Heart smile, so thank you for that. Courtney Shields took to Instagram to reveal that she and her fiance Ishaan Sutaria have broken up and called off their engagement. However, it's still unknown what she makes in terms of pay and other benefits from her internet job. Primary Menu. Wow. Much lovE! Thank you so much for shar your grief journey- i lost my Mom to bone cancer 5.5 years Ago. When i would just break down in tears With friends and it felt like they Must think im crazy but they have no idea what a loss of a parent feels like.

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